Sometimes you want to say, I love you, but…

I think you still love me, but we can’t escape the fact that I’m not enough for you. 
I knew this was going to happen. 
So I’m not blaming you for falling in love with another man. 
I’m not angry, either. 
I should be, but I’m not. I just feel pain.  A lot of pain. 
I thought I could imagine how much this would hurt, but I was wrong.